So tired

Today I feel blah.. I'm so tired.. I got pain in my back and hip... Mainly tired.   I am freezing I have long sleeves and pants on covered with a snuggie... It's not cold but I am.. No need to turn the heat on to sweat everyone else out.  I can cover up just as easy.  Power steering something is shot not sure if it's the pump, the rack, a hose, or the seal.. Don't have the money to fix it right now... Just going to have to only make local trips for now until we can get it fixed.  Which sucks cause we have appointments and things we have to do!  I know if it wasn't for bad luck we wouldn't have any....  I know God has brought us to this point for a reason.... I know that he's going to bring us out of the desert.  Like the song says "He's gonna bring me out of the desert where it's so dusty and dry.  He's gonna bring me out of the desert no leave me here to die.. He's gonna take me where the waters are flowing so full and so free..."  I believe that!  He's going to bring us from this financial stress and health problems to financial stability and healed bodies.   We aren't going to have to struggle and suffer.

When things get tough or even when they're not  you have to keep your eyes on God.  Pray even when you don't need nothing.  There's always something or someone to pray for.  Always a shout of praise to lift up.

I thank God everyday for my family and friends.  I  may not be close to some of my friends like I used to be but I know if I need them they would happily and willingly call or come.  Same with some of my family.. I'm not going to say all.  Let's face it.  We all have family that are selfish and only focus on themselves.  

But, regardless of who I can't count on.. I know who I can... Thank you God for giving us your son... Thank you Jesus for making that sacrifice on the cross all those years ago.