Friday, April 27, 2012

Waiting Game

Waiting for my test results to find out for sure if I have Lupus or not is driving me insane.  Plus on top of that one of my children tore her acl and I can't get the doctor to set up an MRI for her... UGH... I'm so aggravated to the max.. The power steering in the car went out...

Seriously... Devil you've already lost... You are not going to win now or ever!

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

Miracle

So, today we got a phone call from this agency with the best news we couldn't even imagine.  We have been struggling with our finances like most people wouldn't even believe.  Our family has endured so much since Oct 2011.  Anyway today we get this phone call, and the prayers we had been praying and the miracle we had been waiting on... Were answered.  Only one person to give that credit to.. . and he deserves all the praise and glory that we can give him anytime we open our eyes to even get out of bed in the morning.

This just goes to prove that God will never leave nor forsake you... He will always be there.  Sometimes he teaches us the lesson of patience.  That is an extremely hard lesson.  Because when we see something hard we are going through, all we see is oh my goodness things aren't happening quick enough... Or we even doubt God... But, I am here to say that no matter what keep up the faith and keep your head high... Nothing wrong with hitting your knees and praying... But, make sure when you say those prayers that you hand it all over to God.  Don't just hang on to a little piece of the problems you are facing... God is God and always will be God...


God Bless You.

Thank you Jesus!

You know we were stressing over money and our finances and how certain things were going to get paid.  We prayed for a miracle with out finances and thank you Lord Jesus for giving us one.  This great foundation in our area helped lift one of our financial problems.  People don't have to help no one or just turn a blind eye to anyone in need.  This agency came to our rescue.  I would like to encourage anyone who is financially able to donate anything.  To please donate to any charity of your choice.  There are charities for everything.  I mean GREAT ones.

Please  let your heart and God lead you to donate to these charities.  You may not see who benefits from your donation(s).  But, rest assured they do go to people with disabilities who need them.  

On the right hand side of my blog is a group of links for different charities.  I am aware I do not have all the charities out there.  If you have one you would like to see added please feel free to comment on any post and I will be more than happy to check it out and add it.  Please also be assured that I do, do my research and I will not post anything that I feel is just to scam people.  The wonderful agency who helped us out is called "Vickie's Angel Walk"  they are a non profit organization.  They help people in Central PA.  The donations they receive does not go to research.  Instead it goes to actual cancer people to help lift some of the burden of a bill or two off of the person fighting cancer.

I know I am talking a lot about them.  But, our family is just in awe that we reached out to them and they jumped right in to help.

You can also rest assured that once we are able, our family will be doing different fundraisers to help them raise more money so that they may help more people....

I think what people fail to realize (because let's be honest people really don't slow down to realize much) is that it's the little things in life that mean so much.

If it's nothing but a kind word, a gentle smile, a polite gesture, etc.... Those little things can make someone's day more special than you realize.  You never know what the stranger you just was nasty to is going through.

Now say that slowed down and took a deep breath of fresh air and the scent of nature with it's relaxing aroma.   You walk and see this same stranger (remember different scenario) but this time you smile just so kindly.  That stranger just found out that either them self or a loved one, best friend, etc.  Was just told that they were terminal.  With so much on this strangers mind.. that one little simple gesture of something like a smile.  Brightened up that strangers face...lifted their spirits if only just for a moment.  But, that's a one moment that they forgot all their troubles and all their sadness...

I guess all I'm trying to say is to just let your heart guide you... Hatred and bitterness and anger it honestly does nothing but puts un unnecessary stress on your body and it will make you physically sick...

Reach out and help someone if you can financially and if you can't do something nice for someone.  Hold a door open anything...  We are a world that is still sadly divided by hatred.

That's all I have to say for tonight... God Bless you all... and please open your hearts and listen to the path God chooses for you to follow.

Sunday, April 22, 2012

So freaking furious!!!!!!!!!!

So like SERIOUSLY... When the doctor tells you flat out you have cancer and you're to stupid to realize the fact that HELLO you have something that could KILL you... and you don't see the effects that it has on the people who love you!  I am just speechless.... or sooo some people wish...


Here's what I got to say to ALL those out there who have an illness that maybe they can't cure but  if you change your habits whether it be diet, smoking, drinking, etc... whatever that bad habit is.. would mean that the illness would slow down instead of KILL you quicker and yet you sit and keep doing the same thing over and over... But, yet you can't figure out why your family get upset at you for not stopping and changing your behavior.....

SERIOUSLY...WAKE UP..... CAUSE THE NEXT ROSES YOU COULD BE SMELLING IS THE ONES BEING FERTILIZED BY YOUR OWN CORPSE!  

I was asked if this was a support forum and I said yeah.. I hope that everything I post in someway or another will help someone.. If nothing but see things from a loved ones point of view... and to let others know they are not alone.

There are many diseases that can be put into remission...or slowed down..... but if you're not willing to help yourself to make yourself better and to get to spend extra time with those who love you... Then how do you figure they should care if you don't.... If you don't help yourself no one else can do it for you...

If we could help things and change things for you and make life even that much easier and make you healthier I don't know one loved one that wouldn't do it in a heart beat.

Here's what I got to say today!  STOP BEING FREAKING SELFISH... THIS BATTLE'S NOT ONLY ABOUT YOU ANYMORE!

To those loved ones who are fighting the fight with your loved one.... I got something to say to you also.... DON'T GIVE UP ON THEM!  NO MATTER HOW STUBBORN THEY ARE DON'T GIVE UP....
REST ASSURED THAT THE PATH THEY CHOSE IN LIFE AND EITHER ARE CONTINUING DOWN OR THAT THEY HAVE CHANGED THEIR HABITS CONTINUE TO SUPPORT AND ENCOURAGE THEM...

TRUST ME I KNOW IT'S HARD TO SIT BY AND WATCH YOUR LOVED ONE DIE WHETHER IT'S FAST.... BY THEIR OWN DOINGS....OR WHETHER THEY GIVE YOU THAT EXTRA TIME WITH THEM.. ENJOY EACH AND EVERY MOMENT YOU HAVE WITH YOUR LOVED ONES...

AS MUCH AS WE DON'T WANT TO ADMIT IT...OUR LOVED ONES WON'T BE AROUND ALWAYS AND ALL WE CAN DO NO MATTER HOW MUCH IT HURTS, IS TO JUST BE THERE  FOR THEM AND JUST SHOW THEM HOW MUCH WE LOVE AND CHERISH THEM....