I have a great peace knowing in my soul that everything is going to be alright. I know God will see us through anything no matter how big or small.. We have waited a long time for a great blessing... We are seeing miracle after miracle... Some people are probably thinking how can cancer be a miracle.. The miracle for us is it was caught early... and it can be taken care of.
I know when we go to the hearing at the end of July for my hubby's SSD/SSI that the judge is going to look at everything and see that the denial my husband received the first time was a bad decision that he should have been approved from day one. But, you know God works in funny ways.. He does things in his time not ours... That is so easy to forget...We are easy to say "Where's God?...What's God done for me?" when things are not done right then... But, he's sitting back and waiting for the right moment for things to fall in place as he wants them.
Over the last month I've been called some very ugly things.... Been told I was disgusting, nasty, don't bathe, don't brush my teeth (which I do by the way... I am a clean person)....told that we live like pigs... that I would never measure up to someone's mom.. But, like I told them I would never try to replace anyone's mom... I just sat back and let true colors flow and shine through...
The pain though on my husbands face made me furious though to say the least.... I'm in no way perfect but for someone to get mad over the fact that one they said "Happy Father's Day" to my husband through a text message no "I Love You" is beyond me... I was told I need to learn how to keep my F*ing mouth shut.. Well sorry to say that's not going to happen. I feel if you love someone like you claim then you should by all means tell them you love them at any chance you get.
I also feel that if someone is keeping you informed of a parents health condition you should be happy that someone care enough to tell you not get all mad and claim that that person (whom you've never met) is the reason why you don't want to see that parent.
People just amaze me. But, you know what since all that happened people that we already knew cared about us have really stepped up to lift our spirits even higher and encouraged us that everything is going to work out.
My husband and I are going to be a peace and live peaceful lives and if that makes people mad then they are just going to have to stay mad. They should be ashamed of themselves at the way they are behaving like little children instead of grown folks. But, I'm not the one that has to live with it.. My husband has apologized for so many things numerous times... and if people want to continue to live in the past they are never going to have a future no matter how many times they try to put on a fake smile..
If you have people in your life and you honestly and truly LOVE them...TELL them... Don't assume they know..
Especially if they are going through things whether it be health, or anything.. Don't kick them even further when their down. That does nobody any good.
Don't spend all your time and energy hating someone because you're only hurting yourself....
I guess my main message today would be just to LIVE, LAUGH, LOVE...... and to always tell the ones you love that you love them....
God Bless
Saturday, June 30, 2012
A big month....
Well the month of July has so much to coming up... On July 5, 2012 my hubby's got to have a pre-admission testing for his surgery on July 12, 2012....Before the surgery my hubby has to have a kidney stent put in on the 9th of July..
Looks similar to the ones above.. It will go from his kidney to his bladder..... This is have to stay in until probably a week or two after his surgery. Then they will go in and remove it...
We are both nervous because it's a surgery and excited because it's the start of a healthier husband... I'm so blessed to have such a great husband and he was known at work as the machine... and just like a regular machine needing some oil and some tweaks and repair so does my hubby........
The surgery my husband is having done is a new procedure it's relatively new...He will have to be monitored closely for the next 5 years to ensure that the cancer comes back. The procedure is called a Cryoablation it's where they freeze and thaw and repeat the process until the cancer cells are dead... the tumor remains in the kidney but the cancer is dead... It saves the kidney from having to be removed.... If the cancer does come back they will do a procedure called a Wedge...
We are both nervous because it's a surgery and excited because it's the start of a healthier husband... I'm so blessed to have such a great husband and he was known at work as the machine... and just like a regular machine needing some oil and some tweaks and repair so does my hubby........
The surgery my husband is having done is a new procedure it's relatively new...He will have to be monitored closely for the next 5 years to ensure that the cancer comes back. The procedure is called a Cryoablation it's where they freeze and thaw and repeat the process until the cancer cells are dead... the tumor remains in the kidney but the cancer is dead... It saves the kidney from having to be removed.... If the cancer does come back they will do a procedure called a Wedge...
The video below shows what a Cryoablation is and how it's done... This is NOT my hubby's kidney..
Clicking on the words will open the video. Warning the video is graphic and not for weak stomachs. Thanks to YouTube.Com for the video.
My hubby has his surgery on July 12. 2012 and if all goes well will only have to spend one night in the hospital. Thank you for all your prayers.. We greatly appreciate each and every one of them.
Please remember to love your family everyday as you are not promised the next....
God Bless
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