So my laptop battery is fried apparently I have to go buy a new one now...My grandmother is in the hospital with her breathing, and her having some fluid around her heart..... We still haven't gotten my husbands settlement....My sister is getting screwed over by Fla courts.. Aye Aye Aye...
On the bright side.. my husbands bone scan come back looking good other than some arthritis...We met a sweet lady when we went to get the bone scan done.. She was telling my husband how she only had one kidney and she is living a full and normal life.. I was so happy that she talked to him about her journey.. She said anytime she feels down about herself she thinks of the little children who are born with or develop cancer at young ages who haven't even begun to live. I could feel the tears welling up inside as I thought about it when she said it... How we all go from day to day and feel sorry for ourselves about one thing or another... I began to think about all those families whose little ones have long journeys ahead and have to battle for a life they barely began. How parents who just got these precious children...May/may not loose them so early in life...
Life is about making memories.. Whenever we have struggles and hard times.. Or life throws us a temporary bad health (Yes, I said temporary! Because whether or not it's in this life or beyond) just taking the time out to think about all those who have it worse off than us...Yes, there's someone who makes whatever you are going through look like a walk in the park. I believe that no matter what the obstacle it can be overcome. If this journey ends, then, we will start a new one somewhere else...Whether it be Heaven or Hell... Some believe there's no Heaven and there's no Hell that after death is only the grave. That's fine I for one am not judging anyone who wants to believe that their final place is in some dark, dank, dirty place filled with mold, rot and bugs..As for me..I was promised a mansion, streets made of pure gold, eternal life, wings, a Heavenly choir, and not to forget getting to meet Jesus and his father...
Now, I for one am not saying that I am a Christian. For I myself have to get back to where I should be with God. But, what I am saying is that even though many years ago I turned from my faith, from my upbringing, from my Lord. I will find my way back. I am on the right track. I may face many many many trials and tribulations along the way. Because the devil's going to use every ploy he can to stop me in my tracks.. But, I am bound for Heaven when my time ends on this earth. I have loved ones waiting for me who I would love to meet up with again. I want them to meet my family here when their time comes.
I was reminded of a song today "Leave it There" it says take your burdens to the Lord and leave it there... When you trust and never doubt...God will surely bring you out... Take your burdens to the Lord and leave it there..
and you know that's exactly what I'm going to do.. I am done trying to handle this all (not that I mind) but I have to entrust everything to God and let him handle it all.. I know his hand are bigger than mine and his shoulders can carry much more. I know with his gentle grace he will lead us in the direction we are suppose to go.
Always say a prayer for us. We always appreciate each and every prayer we can get.
God Bless
